Good Afternoon my fellow Deviants!
SO, as the title suggests... I'M BAAACCCKKKK!!!!! I was having a bit of a battle with some personal demons which I will talk about in a moment. Anyway, I will endeavour to be online more and more these days. I can be found in chat rooms KeasParadise, Vanillahala, OlivesBar, GayBiWorlds, Fun4Fun and ThumbHub, if you're veer interested in catching up.
Alright, so I was diagnosed with PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome) on October 18th 2016 (about 5 days before I decided to go on my DA break). Anyway, my partner and I were (and still are) trying for a baby when we noticed an absence of my period for an oddly extended period of time. I did many a pregnancy test and received many a negative until I finally went to the doctor for an ultrasound and a blood test. The ultrasound came back with multiple cysts on my left ovary and my blood work came back with elevated testosterone, among many other things. The combination of my lack of period, my cysts, my abnormal blood work and other symptoms lead the doctor to the conclusion that I was, indeed, a sufferer of PCOS. This diagnosis took a toll on my mental health rather heavily (I already suffer from depression and anxiety but things declined rather rapidly). I feel like I've gone through a bit of a grieving process as well. The doctor said that losing weight is one of the main ways to maintain PCOS and to possibly increase my fertility so I was then prescribed and appetite suppressant which I have been on for about 4 weeks now and I have lost roughly 5 kg (give or take)!
So yes, that is my story! I just want to take this time to apologise to any people that I have hurt in this time, I am deeply, deeply sorry to have hurt or offended you in anyway and I value your friendship and you as a person.
Thank you all for reading