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Little One
Hello Little One,
I know you're there,
Though I'm yet to feel your flutters.
You're deep within in my womb,
Safely encapsulated in your cocoon,
Growing bigger and bigger everyday.
Though we've not yet met,
You've already stolen my heart,
With my adoration for you ever expanding.
Though you are but a heart beat,
With neurons firing and body parts twitching,
You are forever apart of me now.
So until the day you burst into my world, and ever after,
I will protect you, little one,
For you already have me until the end.
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Bonjour! Je m'appelle Jess, Je suis Kealela! by Kealela Bonjour! Je m'appelle Jess, Je suis Kealela! :iconkealela:Kealela 10 30
Insanity claims
My consciousness
Insecurity maims
My confidence
Depression obscures
My hopefulness
Failure secures
My incompetence
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The Fickle Soul of a Conformist Reject
Oh what a fickle soul you are,
With your feeble thoughts and convoluted requests.
Your repetitive dialogue,
And its impeccable predictability.
You're nothing but a conformist reject,
Trying to ascertain their niche.
Following the social cues of your predecessors,
Deliriously believing that you can do better.
Skitter along quickly, little child,
Return to the over-ambitious hive of your brethren.
Where you wait with bated breath,
For your next, seemingly oblivious, victim to appear.
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Trudging towards the desolation.
On the edge of certain destruction.
Darkness twirling,
Dancing her trademark sombre rhythm.
Light burning,
Smoldering his unforgettable smile.
The cloudiness lifting,
Surroundings become memorable.
Memory slips less abundant,
Able to grasp onto details.
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I do this thing where,
I push people away,
To save their sanity,
To stop them from being caught up in my whirlpool of despair.
Throwing them away,
Before I drown out their light.
People do this thing where,
People suck me in,
To destroy my sanity,
To push me over the edge of the abyss.
Dragging me in,
Drowning out my light.
My heart burns.
My limbs weak.
My resolve crushed.
My mind weary.
I am breaking.
I am broken.
My whirlpool,
Their abyss,
Fighting to consume me.
I am done.
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DA's 16th Birthday! by Kealela DA's 16th Birthday! :iconkealela:Kealela 5 1
The green-eyed monster,
Consuming all in its path,
Leaving only pain.
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The Beach
Sun bouncing off sand,
Waves pummeling the shore line,
Not a cloud in sight.
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The loveliest of desires,
Inflaming the soul.
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My Sleep
My eyes feel heavy,
My brain is sluggish at best,
My body appears dull.
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Hi, My name is Jess
Hi, my name is Jess.
I suffer from depression and anxiety,
So please, don't think of me any less,
I am already judged by society.
I don't really fit in anywhere,
But that's okay,
I guess I don't really care,
I'll just sleep my life away.
Most of my days are spent in constant worry,
But at the same time, I'm usually too sad to care.
Oh no, don't be sorry,
Very few are aware.
I smile so I don't bother others,
Hurting them is my biggest fear.
I just hide under my covers,
Only there can I shed a tear.
I worry about the uncertainty of the days ahead,
Thoughts constantly churning through my mind.
I dwell on words that have already been said,
On the closure that I can't seem to find.
All in all I just live,
In a world of sadness and terror.
Waiting for the day when I may thrive,
And live without the fear of error.
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The Eighteen
I'm sorry we hurt her.
You hurt me.
You destroyed me.
You were unsure.
I was unsure.
We ruined it.
You are toxic.
You abandoned me at the worst time.
You are heartless.
We would have never worked.
I destroyed you, I'm sorry.
I just couldn't do it.
You took advantage of me.
You fulfilled a need.
You are forgettable.
I was never good enough for you.
I was never right for you, anyway.
I love you, you are my world, my strength and my core.
:iconkealela:Kealela 4 7
My Memory
All the memories fade,
Faster than they should.
The stories that I have made,
Slide through the cracks of the abyss.
The bad repressed,
The good drowned out by the liquid oblivion.
My grasp on my character oppressed,
As I struggle to remember my wrongs.
The days will slip away,
Until I remember nothing.
When all the days will be gray,
And nothing will be the same.
:iconkealela:Kealela 4 2
Loneliness consumes,
Swallowing all my resolve,
Snatching away hope.
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Haiku of a Corgi
With a friendly howl,
An eager disposition,
And short legs to boot.
:iconkealela:Kealela 3 6


I've missed you all + my little one arrived
Looks It has been way long since i've been on here.
I dont usually write on this too much information but I know some of you are worried & wondering why I've been inactive all of a sudden for several weeks. 
Just for the heads up I had complications regarding my 1st pregnancy(which is common) in 3rd trimester last month which means my doctor pointed out that I need to require a C-section due to preeclampsia and my blood pressure was elevated so there was an evidence that the condition is might harming my baby so I was so scared because I was being caught off guard but at the same time I was in tears in joy to see my little one when she arrived. I am glad my little one and I were safe and very healthy and my blood pressure went back to normal/stabilized after my C-section. This experience was nerve wracking and quite stressful due to pain and discomfort but It was worth it. 
Don't worry I feel back to normal now.  I was discharged from the hospital last mont
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Lola portrait shot (Dokters niece) by PimArts Lola portrait shot (Dokters niece) :iconpimarts:PimArts 4 0 Leura Cascades, Blue Mountains, Australia by SteveCampbell Leura Cascades, Blue Mountains, Australia :iconstevecampbell:SteveCampbell 635 52
We were once the same;
now you are a ghost of me,
now I can't hear you.
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[F2U] pinkpink by sicklyseraph [F2U] pinkpink :iconsicklyseraph:sicklyseraph 303 13 Claudia by sicklyseraph Claudia :iconsicklyseraph:sicklyseraph 426 14 Iku by sicklyseraph Iku :iconsicklyseraph:sicklyseraph 869 12 Motoko Kusanagi by Namwhan-K Motoko Kusanagi :iconnamwhan-k:Namwhan-K 673 42 F I S H Y_ F I S H (+video) by Phrixs F I S H Y_ F I S H (+video) :iconphrixs:Phrixs 305 5 D A L L A S by Phrixs D A L L A S :iconphrixs:Phrixs 212 6 A N_ A M A Z I N G_ S I  T E by Phrixs A N_ A M A Z I N G_ S I T E :iconphrixs:Phrixs 1,827 19 Brother... Why have you left me? [Undertale] by Hiro-Arts Brother... Why have you left me? [Undertale] :iconhiro-arts:Hiro-Arts 520 27 Rego Chibi - Deer Version by Chibivi-Linearts Rego Chibi - Deer Version :iconchibivi-linearts:Chibivi-Linearts 402 6 Ysindra Chibi - Wolf Version by Chibivi-Linearts Ysindra Chibi - Wolf Version :iconchibivi-linearts:Chibivi-Linearts 626 7 Rhella Portrait by Chibivi-Linearts Rhella Portrait :iconchibivi-linearts:Chibivi-Linearts 464 15 Treats? by HavickArt Treats? :iconhavickart:HavickArt 1,480 41
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Hey Everyone!

  I say this every journal but... It has been a while! I've been on an art hiatus but I am easily found in the chatrooms, doing a little bit of modding here and there.  I'm also currently 39 weeks pregnant! For those of you that don't speak pregnancy, I have one more week left until my due date (3/1/2018) so I'm currently just waiting for my boy to be born.  

  Also! On another note, I have received an anonymous Christmas gift of a 3 month membership! Though I do not know who gave it to me, I would like to personally thank that person very much and I very much appreciate it.  I hope I can do you proud and I hope I can start producing more art.

  Anyway, I think that's it for now!



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hi! thanks for the faves! <3 <3
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ThisTeaIsTooSweet Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2017  Student Digital Artist
~Thank you for the watch!~
Rose-Sinclair Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
I love corgis too :D
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Woah! Thanks for the watch :dummy:
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Courtbeth Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Misc Emoji-04 (Happy Birthday) [V1] Kao Emoji-16 (Happy Birthday) [V1] 
Jasperinity Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017
Happy birthday! :D
deerwinged Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday, IKEA :dummy:
ShinPersonaMaster Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Happy birthday.
classic-poet Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Hey Jess, thank youuuu for the faves and also thanks for the feature again! I really appreciate it! :love:
CuchulainnBoru Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Welcome to :iconfortheloveofwriting:
WhereIsTheSpoon Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2016  Student Writer
Thanks for the favorite! :D Have a fantastic day!
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